On My Blindness

On my Blindness

Things seem brighter and my future more clearer

I embrace more my immortal Being

I see none of the stumbles they spoke of

The road ahead seems open for me

I am freerer and less bound

For the chains they warned me of are nowhere in sight

I float in the warm clouds of the night,

And dance to the sounds of my Being.

I see the shape my spirit,

And feel the rhythm of my Soul.

I can taste life

I can smell death

And I can feel God

For all I feel I am

And all I am, I feel

On My Blindness

At My Peace

Freedom

This life is beautiful

These experiences are glorious

This brain is bountiful

This heart miraculous

I am!

That which I cannot define

That which I cannot conceptualise

That which I have failed to comprehend

I am!

An Enigma to myself,

A mystery to my peers

An interest to strangers

Confused for; a genius, a thinker, a teacher, a player, a humanist, a friend, a father, a lover, a son, man, a strategist, philosopher, an activist etc..

But none of these stickers could stick

I am confused of who, what and why I am

But I chose to embrace that confusion

I make peace with it

At any given time I can be what I chose to be

At any given time I chose to be a none-entity

My Being gains freedom

My heart grows happy

My mind stays stress free

I am role-less

I am unconfined

I am freedom

Fun

My love of fun is the reason I’m on my knees

To beg from my mama to go out for the night

To beg for that extra allowance money from pops

To beg my parents for that extra curfew hours

My love of fun is why im on my knees

To get that beauty to dance with me

To taste the juices between her thighs

To get in right while she’s on her knees

My love of fun is why I’m down here

For all these repeats all these weekends

Truth be told I had more than my fare share

yet I knew not that this would be my destined end

My love of fun brought me back in my knees

This time to ask the lord to spare my life

For all I did was cater for my needs

I didn’t know it was a divine crime